I don't really know what to write about.
Don't you hate it?
The filthy lives of people these days.

I'm feeling pretty good today. I managed to keep it all together. I kind of feel like doing something fun and exciting, but there really isn't a whole lot to do. I want to dance with someone. I've always wanted to learn how to ballroom dance. I think it would be so lovely! Don't you just love it, folks? You know you do! Laaaaahhhhhhh Deeee Daaaaaaahhhhhh! I LOVE YOU! Mmmmmmmmmmmmmwah!

Miss Blades

What do you do when you want something so bad and you know you can never have it? What do you when something is so close, but you can see it drifting further and further away? Who stole the fuckin' cookies from the cookie jar? Not me! I asked permission before I got myself a cookie and I was told NO. I probably should have just stole the damn cookie so I didn't die of starvation. This is what happens when you do the right thing folks. Loneliness is like one drop of water when there are millions of parched individuals waiting for something to drink. Soooooo............PUCKER UP BITCHES AND STEAL YOURSELF A KISS!!!!!

I'm sitting here going over the things that happened last night. I'm not sure that I understand what really was really was. A second seemed like a minute and a minute seemed like an hour. I was completely helpless with all the power. The world will never be the same after last night and I'm not sure if that's a good thing or a bad thing. There were dreams with meanings and meanings of dreams. They all were a part of life's inevitable theme. I can't help but to think that my mind will never be the same. It was almost like going back in time whilst forgetting the future. Some people say mirrors lie, but this I find untrue. Look deep to find the hidden truth that's covered up by you. Love is like a balloon filled with helium.....it floats around then eventually deflates. Now I know some of you may sit here and read this and think things that only your dissociative mind can come up with.....BUT....Everything is not only for righteousness....It's for punishment. Yes, I know you're sitting here wondering what happened to you in a past life. I am a strong believer that who you are today is molded from your past lives. It's like the itsy bitsy spider, ya know? He spent all day climbing up only to be washed down the drain and this my friends is my prayer for you........Don't turn on the the light. A fear of the unknown is similar to a child's fear of the boogie man. Night terrors with an unbelievable twist like changing a tire on an abandoned road. Blah! I have made so many wishes in my life and none of them have come true. Who wants to play the blame game? I do! I do! I will say a word and you blame it on someone.

1. Hate = Father
2. Love = Daughter
3. Sex =  Satan

Good Job! Let's try it again!

1. Fear = Father
2. Acceptance = Daughter
3. Failure = Satan

That's all the time we have folks. See you next time on the show where only you matter. Until we meet again........I am......DUN DUN DUN......THE INSANE CONDUCTOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!